Saturday, May 29, 2010
YAY:) Had a really fun and tiring day today!!!
Morning I went for the High Five Youth tea session. Took a really long time to find my way there.. And I woke up 1 hr early accidentally... LOL.
Anw the tea session was fun, met some new friends:D
Afterwards I went to City hall to meet up with the bsp camp facils and excos and we went to collect the hoodie. But the auntie was late, so we had to wait 1 whole hour for her so we went to eat first...
In the end we're late and had to cab to hci...
We had a really long long long meeting... Received alot alot alot of documents...
After the meeting we went to buy stuff with the teachers.. Was quite fun!!!:D
Went home after that... So tired..
Cant wait for BSP camp!!!:D Gotta pack tmr... srsly.
~6:52 AM
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
~8:04 PM
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YAY BOWLING FTW:)
~6:16 AM
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
ELECTIVES!!! -- AVIATOR PROGRAMME
Srsly, the best elective ever.
1st day: Lecture by Mr beber, stimulator, break every 1 hr... (sianzzz)
2nd day: Stimulator whole day, recruitment talk by mr jason. (i want to join but apparently i'm too short) =.=
3rd day: FLY OMG. We did roller coaster that scared the shit outta me. Go up, then down suddenly... The pilot did many pivotings on one side of the plane, so 1 side u can see land oni, the other side sky oni... That was cool:D Love that one lots though i lost sense of my directions totally... Almost puked... Still feel a bit wobbly now:( Then we had our quiz:( which was ok la i tink cuz i studied!!!:D dun call me a hardcore mugger>.< flying=".="" flying=".="" ge=".="">
p.s. shall visit there when i'm free!!!:D
~3:53 AM
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Monday, May 24, 2010
After level camp, I went to do CIP the next day @ some Flea market @ Simei. I din't really wanted to go at first 'cuz I was so tired and depressed and considered telling the teacher that I'm sick.. However, I thought of all the trouble and consequences that I would have caused and decided against that. (thanx to OBS again) Many of the Yr 4s signed up for it, if every1 is tired and decides not to go, then who will help out eventually? So in the end I still turned out. Well, many of the Yr 4s werent there but I'm glad I went cuz I really had a fun day:) and it took my mind off OBS a bit haix.. I srsly dint know that it'll leave such a great impact on me.. >.< tchr=".="">
On Sunday, I went for the BSP camp facil perf meeting:) It was at Bukit Gombak, Auntie Tai Kee's house:))) I tink Sheng Hui is the first to reach(AHEMS^^) and I'm 2nd!!! So not bad la:D 10+++ ppl were late, and many were late for more than an hour LOL. *Coughs coughs* But we had fun sitting below HDB flats, with the cooling wind, while waiting for the rest haha.:D And we kept on teasing SH and TK!!! HAHA:D U 2 srsly damn cute tgt:D Afterwards we went to the rooftop of Tai Kee's house to have lunch. It was damn hot... And we sang a birthday song for TJ!!:D I know you're very very very touched:D Budden afterwards it got unbearably hot so we went to the function room:) We were quite productive la:D Learning 2 dances on 1 day:) By Shiu wen:D and Sheng Hui:D But it's quite tiring haix... I tink the facil perf is going to own the rest man:D:D:D @ 530, we left and took a group photo tgt:) Happy BSP Family!!!:D
~1:12 AM
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Friday, May 21, 2010
There's something about OBS that stay with you for life. Tiring yes, but fun and memorable. Trekking for 9km, kayaking for 17km in 6hrs, sleeping in tents, feeding mosquitoes, morning circles; these are all the things that I'll remember for life. Over the past few days, so much has happened, it's hard to even put it in plain words. But these memories will stay with me forever. I would like to thank everyone who has made this experience so memorable, so enjoyable.
I <3 Tenzing
I <3 Ben
I <3 Dayah
I <3 4IKA
I <3 Shacklezing
I <3 OBS
After the 2nd day, I don't feel homesick anymore. Thanks to everyone around me who has helped me let OBS be my home, nature is my home. I will treasure everything from now on and will never give up until I try my best. I've came out of OBS strong and the values taught will be applied often in daily life. The care, concern and warmth I received is enough to melt my heart. I'm so touched by your actions, your words, and I feel that I could never have thanked you enough..
OBS has left a mark on me, and this mark, will motivate me and push me forward, bringing me along the rest of the arduous journey of my life. Thank you so much.
Last but not least, I would especially like to thank Ben, who helped me a lot along the way.. I'm sorry for causing so much trouble for you.. Thanks for cooking for me every morning, I could have never thanked you enough for helping me with my food problems.. Thanks for comforting me on the first night and thanks for being so caring for everyone in Tenzing and Shackleton. You're really an awesome instructor, the best anyone can find:) I've never been so motivated before in my entire life.. I'll remember you forever:)
~3:35 AM
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Saturday, May 15, 2010
Well, Sat was an awesome but tiring day..
Morning: Went to school for the UK trip briefing... And realised that the activities planned for us are like WOW.. OMG.. YESSSSSSS!!! Cant wait for UK trip!!!:D:D:D:D:D We'll be visiting OXFORD!!! And it looks soooo pretty!!!:D:D:D tem is around 9-21 degree Celsius, should be quite cooling!!!:D:D:D
Afternoon: Went to bugis for bsp camp facil meeting:D Met Ling yi, Shiu Wen and Ze Chang @ the MRT, went to eat lunch tgt @ food court in bugis junction. Afterwards walked to national library but on the way, saw This Fashion and went in to shop for long sleeves shirts LOL and met Ling Han:D:D:D. Sorry Zechang... After reaching National library, we met up with Xin Yi and Tai Kee:D:D:D and started discussing about the group performance:D It was erm quite productive?? Afterwards, Ling Han and Ling Yi went home and the guys started arriving @ around 330.. ALL LATE. So Sheng Hui, Jun Yi and Lin Zhup came after but Ze chang went home. We tried singing 小酒窝。。。Not bad la:D:D:D The Shiu wen taught us the Tick Tock dance:D COOL!!:D BUT the librarian walked over and said that we're not allowed to have discussion there-.- We went to the 5th floor where there's a platform, but it's overly populated=.= Then we ended up going to the big place at the esplanade there. Met ling han and ling yi:D We learnt the dance choreo by ling yi:D:D:D and we learnt finish that song!!!:D:D:D YAY:D shall prac it everyday LOL.
Night: Went Aljunied to eat and met up with Qian Ru:D:D:D But after eating it's already like 715 so we took a cab to sch:D Told the taxi driver that Shiu wen is below 12 LOL. First one dont allow but 2nd one did haha:D Reached sch at 730... Sorry Hong Ling and Ling Rong for letting u guys wait for so long LOL. Quite enjoyed the CS concert:D:D:D Everything was wonderful:D Laughed so much :D:D:D!!! Good job CS!!!:D
Afterwards took MRT home.. Cuz i couldn't find a taxi=.=
Reached home @ 1130, bathed, send emails and ended up sleeping @ 2am.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz... so tired..
Woke up at 930:( Haiz.. still have to pack for OBS!!!:( Ahhhhhhhhh!!! *小苏,快点好起来哦!!!:D* Tmr, I'm going to "enjoy" my life outta there:( Good luck to me:(
~8:11 PM
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Friday, May 14, 2010
Last day of school, AND SO MUCH THINGS TO DO=.=
We lost for our interclass to 4H but I'm not really very sad, cuz we played our best:D Good work everyone!!!:D
AND PTM WAS AWESOME!!!:)))))) according to my dad, all the teachers said that i'm a very good student YAY:))) <3>
HOWEVER, the amount of holiday homework i have is like... WOW. =.= i have like almost 5 exam papers now-.- plus Chinese I've got 2 jian bao and 1 zuowen?!?!? AND ACE film... And revise for Math mid-year.. in just 10 days. Good luck to me yay.=.=
But still, cant wait for OBS and June hols!!:D Love it and hate it:D:D:D
~5:27 AM
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
Yay today is a neutral day. Sad and happy.
Tired--geog test, drained me out.
Sad + pissed -- interclass cancelled due to bad weather and ms tan just walked home=.=
happy -- CHEM A!!! that's really unexpected..
AND HOODIE IS SETTLE YAY:)))
And alot to chiong for tonight:(( tmr is the last battle!!! JIAYOU!!
A really short post:D sweet~
~5:42 AM
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Every morning while taking the train, I'll pass by this long stretch of reservoir from Khatib to Yio Chu Kang. It has a really amazing scenery when the sun would be almost touching the waters and looking afar, you'll be able to see hills silhouetted, almost touching the sky with a fine mist covering it... That always calmed me~
Today was a long day, all the way from 815-530... How many hours is that? 9 hrs!!! X.X my brain switching off soon... but sadly... tmr got GEOG test... open book yea.. but of course, not easy. Bio = A... :(:(:( depressing loads. But what can i do? Wa waaa cry? obviously work harder for next term. LA was a B, quite expected.. This is only 30%, there's still 70% more to go!!! Meanwhile, I cant fall yet.. There's still the HCI DSA to fight for. I nvr expected it to come so fast.. I have been hoping that this will never come.. There's only a 10% chance that I'll get in but I'll still try, so that I wont regret in the future. God help me please... :(
I got over you. Cuz you dont deserve anything from me. I'm moving on, meeting new people, making new friends and never to be bothered with something called "love" again. So many types, but what is true love? I dont think many will know. I want to find true love, like Master's love to me.. but i've never been able to repay or live up to your love.. I'm guilty.. I'm still in search of someone who's selfless and who can make me smile~ everytime I see you.. Help me find my true laughter back again and let me bring you to my life, into a world of darkness, light and sound. Full of secrets, which you'll never be more surprised to know.. Trust me.~ I hope I've found the right person this time, someone, who will not betray me anymore...
~5:44 AM
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Everyday I wake up in the morning, I feel depressed. I don't know what will happen on the day and what will my parents say when they talk to me. Dad talked to me yesterday night again.. Was quite hurt cuz he say that since I didnt update him about my results, they must be bad.. What can I say? I'm obviously hurt. Every morning I leave my house, I'll plug in my earphones but the moment the music reach my ears, I wanna cry.. "Uh huh, Life's like this" Avril Lavigne>
I'm waiting.. For the sun to rise, it's light and warmth caressing my skin, giving me hope and happiness.. Please release me from this place... And bring me somewhere I can call home...
Labels: down my face.., Tears flow... Freely
~1:45 AM
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Monday, May 10, 2010
Had a long day today.. I'm not sure whether it's sad or happy but I felt better.. Morning when I woke up I felt extremely tired after only sleeping for 4 hours trying to chiong my homework. Meanwhile I was also nervous about meeting the vendor cuz 32 people's hoodie are all up to me to decide already and I'm really afraid that I'll make a mistake.. Morning was humid and the sun is unbearable and I sweat alot after standing for so long in the sun and climbing up 6 floors. First period was Math when we did differenciation. I think that maybe I can still get my A+ with the wonderful pop quizzes marks pulling me up:D 2nd period was chinese, when we had to do 1 gong han and xuan ci tian kong consecutively after each other.. That totally drained me out. Thank goodness it was recess after that and I could at least rest a while.. No apetite to eat so I just drank soya bean>

Now for what happened after school.. Qian ru accompanied me to the vendor at city hall but cuz we were too hungry, ling han n the both of us cldn't resist to eat sth lol. In the end, we discussed with the vendor for 2 hrs.. which is damn long.. I think she's alrdy very nice to us alrdy, giving us the lowest price, $35 with personalising and the back is really hard to make due to the complicated designs.. She even offered to give us small souveniers -- mini shirts with our names on it so that we can hang on our bags or sth.. However, I'm still not very sure about all the sizes cuz they're really very weird._. Dno how big the guys wear haix.. But nvm, they can go on thurs anw.. Reached home @ 730.. tired out..
~5:38 AM
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
Today have been a really busy day with my computer turned on the WHOLE DAY. Cuz I need to finalise everything by tonight. Tmr I'll need to pay $400 first but I really cant get that amount from my parents.. I did the shirt thing for like the whole day and waited for everyone's reply for the whole day too while also doing my homework at the same time.. It's really tiring.
At night around 8, I went to the photocopying shop to print the BSP newspaper and the hoodie designs cuz my printer no more ink.. Dint know that it's so ex and cost me $6.. I think I got scammed la.. 1 A4 sized is $1.50... wow.. While walking there, I was listening to some songs and the first song, "Complicated" by Avril Lavingne somehow almost made me cry... I think I was really emo for the whole week and is still very 苦恼 now.. I seem to be scared that something bad will happen but I've no idea what.. Hope that everything will be fine after this week... :(
Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!:D see I'm right right?? Fight for opportunities:D Yay happy for you too:) Hope you'll have a fun time!!!:D
~6:21 AM
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Saturday, May 8, 2010
It's been a long time since i've posted and I shall revive my beloved blog again.. These few days really made me think a lot and so many unhappy events happened throughout the week. First is the BSP newspaper project.. I think we did not meet the deadline and only finished it by today. I think we have far too little words and no pictures at all. And I think I'm a slacker by only writing around300 words. I'm really sorry groupmates. 辛苦你们了。。。
After week 6, I thought that everything is over but it's not the case. My math2 result was 79.6_, 0.4 to an A+ =.= and I'm extremely depressed that I dint get it. Hope Mrs Phua can round up for me.. My physics test was a B, but hopefully together with the first test and the other pop quizzes and assignments, I can possibly get an A+ (fingers crossed). Nest week is going to be another hectic week, with 4 tests, but at least geog is open book, meaning that I do not have to memorise so much. But I'm worried for my geog results.. I almost failed my first test and it's the only test counted in the mid-year.. Thanks to Shirlyn, luckily we've got an A+ for our infiltration report and hopefully it can pull my geog marks up to at least a B. But ACE is counted in too, so maybe I'll drop back to a C=.= Hopefully I can get a A for Chem but most probably I'll get a B, cuz I failed badly for the first test. Studying so hard is no use at all._. Really hurt me lots but what can I do? I hope my GPA can reach a 3.53 so that my dad wouldn't change his idea of me going to UK. My language totally sucks, which I'm embarrassed to admit that cuz I'm from China, and my Chinese is lousy to the max. I'll be happy if I even get a B (60-69). My LA totally sucks too. So the only subjects that I'm strong at are Math, Physics and Bio. :(
Thirdly the major thing that really pissed me off is interclass. Somehow it seems that some teachers are against our class and die die don't want to help us change the timings. It happened like this: Our class sent 10 girls for the netball interclass and we stated in the form that 3 girls can't make it on Fri as they have a CS performance rehearsal on that day. BUT they STILL put our match on that day. 2 main players are GONE. At first the student leaders said that they can delay the time and one PE teacher said that we can do so too if all the other classes we're playing with agrees. They agreed. THEN another PE teacher told us that we are NOT allowed to change the timings and called us to meet her during recess. She said that she's head, and everything is under her orders. She said that the PE teacher has only came to DHS for 5 months and don't know much about past events. We were all freaking pissed and everyone was trying not to cry. We've used our best tone to talk to her, persuade her but she just continued nagging and refused to change our timings. Well, I cried. We're supposed to play with 2 classes, and each match is 1/2 an hour. AND, the 2 matches are side by side to each other, meaning that the 7 players left have to play for 1 whole damn hour straight WITHOUT ANY SUBS. Out of the 7 players, 2 are sick, 2 are injured. TELL ME HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO PLAY THE DAMNED GAMES. And the PE teacher said that we can choose another 3 more players from our class. BUT the match is on that day and they have not received ANY trainings and also don't know the rules. In the end, we lost to 1 and won 1. Thank god Cheryl came back at the last 15 min and Qinting came back earlier to play. Many of us played for 1 hr straight, with only 4 one minute breaks every 15 min in between. I almost puked. But at least we can go to the semis. HOWEVER, our match is on TUES, when many people have 3rd lang and MEP. I have an AIC competition too. TOTALLY SCREWED. But good thing is, many people are willing to pon. Me too. I really want to win this thing, regardless of what the teachers told us. She said that to the ultimate, she can disqualify our class. And EVERYONE in our class is FREAKING PISSED. Hopefully we can win the strong class haix..
Lastly is BSP. BSP meeting was ok.. We were briefed a lot by the teachers and had a much clearer picture. Somehow, I became in charge of the hoodie stuff and I realised it's really not an easy job. Everyone has different opinions and you have to try to meet majority's needs. I still have to call the vendor, go to the vendor, ask for everyone's names to be put on hoodie, sizes, pockets, fonts bla. I've sent so many emails and smses but still not everyone replied me. I've no choice but to add everyone on msn to rush them. Really took me A LOT of time. I typed a really long email.. Sorry for the spammage people.. 真的不得已。。。I've to go to the vendor tmr, at City Hall and hopefully I can bargain with the vendor and bring the price down to $30._. I actually wanted at least 1 representative from each school but all cant make it. And until now, only less than 10 people replied my email and I hope I dont have to CALL ._. and to ______ thanks to be the first to reply haha:) Nice chat yesterday night, and I hope you can get what you want haha:) Fight for opportunities, live up to your motto. And your blog is erm.. interesting... Very erm. Motivating LOL.
That's all for everything that happened.. It's a really long post but I feel better after typing everything out.. Here's some random photos I took:)

Reach out to your goals, fight against the obstacles. Don't regret what you have done.

Hee hee:D made this myself:)))

Another one:D

YAY:D love the effects:D

Love this one the best:DDDDDDDD

Outside my house:)

<3
Beautiful right?
Love the greens:D

Never-ending road, took this while cycling..

Vast sky blue sky.. Contrary to life...

Aiming to reach the sky~ courage.

Hope is always there...

But will it disappear? ~
ANDDD i'm feeling quite down lately:( emo sepia photos:(
Why is life like that? ~
~7:15 PM
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